i'm lost

i'm lost my way in all relation
who's really my friend
but nobody lending hand for me when im feel helpless
who's really my boyfriend
the one who always make me feel depressed and sad
who's really my senior
the one i'm cant confirm izit a truth from her mouth
last
nobody that i can depend on , only myself

i hope to have sometime to rethink our relation as well
already have many problem between you and me
especially now , im rather disbelieve to you
i cant confirm which speech u are true for me
but which are not !
i dont like to live with lie
"nobody like to lie you" that u always tell me
but what im always to be see?!
without my senior , sure that v still hv our own problem

no girl will like their'own bf go to knw a female friend like your method
your mail make me feel depressed add more your action
and your explanation that u thought is logic!
mayb that is logic for those of male , but pls is not logic for me

im ard think many times during yesterday night
im try to believe u again but i cant
i cant believe in you anymore due to all cases
relation between couples cant cover without BELIEVE,right
so i do really understood what im doing now

and,turn me to say it 1
hope v can have our own time from now
especially im so wicked for u
coz im tell everything to my family


bcozzzz , i hv nobody can tell of this
nobody can help me
and i cant cover this all by one at overseas
i think u should understanding why i'm be like that
so sorry also need to remind you of this thing
bcoz i really done it, if u cant accept this
and pls don accept me anymore

pls, don hurt me anymore
im weak for ❤